Stress. :/

This day has been pretttty boring.

Ugh, finals tomorrow. School is so stressful! :/ I've been having a lot of conversations about college lately and it's really stressing me out. I don't know what I want to do, to begin with. I'm thinking a teacher? I mean, it's really the only thing I can see myself doing.. I feel like I'd get bored with anything else. And, plus I can get a teaching degree almost anywhere. So, I've been thinking SEMO. It's sounding pretty good to me. It's pretty close. And a lot of my friends are planning on going there, too. I can even room with my best friend. :) But really, I don't want high school to end yet. I don't think I'm ready for it. Honestly, I don't want this school year to end. I'm definitely not ready for that. I'm scared for it to be over. I'm scared I'm going to feel completely alone. Plus, it's just the added stress that college is that much closer. This year's going by so fast. Too fast.

Everything's been stressing me out today. It's been one of those what-the-fuck-am-I-doing days. What if the plans that I have, don't work out? I'm not so good with this stuff. Making plans and all. He was always the one to do that for us. But now I have to do it on my own. I have to do it for myself.

But I know everything's going to work out fine somehow. And everything will be good. :)