Everybody, scream your heart out.

Well, I'm stuck in my house all day with nothing to do but think. Thanks, snow.

Sooo, there's gonna be two parts of this. Complete opposites.. Good or bad first?

Hm. Bad first. We'll end with the good, how it should be.

"After the lights go out on you. After your worthless life is through. I will remember how you scream. I can't afford to care. I can't afford to care."

I've spent the past year and a half being completely in love with you. But, seeing as though nothing good is going to come of this again, it's time to move on. It's time to make ourselves happy, and that doesn't involve eachother.

"There is nothing left of you, I can see it in your eyes. Sing the anthem of the angels. Say your last goodbye."

We've been thorugh a lot. But it all changed a lot of things. Neither of us are the same people that we fell in love with. Neither one of us could stay long enough. We let other things get in the way. And, maybe that says something. That we're not right for eachother. We clearly weren't pleased with how things were. We brought others in to try to find happiness. And it worked. We're both happier apart. I think we were happy. But after a while, that happiness faded. It didn't last. This is going to make us both stronger people. I think already has. You're a good person, just not the person for me. I mean, who really finds the person that they're going to spend the rest of their life with when they're in high school? That'd be pretty crazy. We had some good times together. I'll never forget them. :) Like they sayyyy, "You never forget your first love."



Okayyyyyy. New rant.

"I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day. Take me to the place I love. Take me all the way."

So. You again. :) You seem to pop up in about.. um.. ALL of these blog posts. :P Maybe because you're the reason I put a smile on my face everydayyy. (I feel like I have to change the music selection for you right nowww.) So much better. OKAY. So anywayyy. YOU. You, my friend... are a lifesaver. You have no idea how helpful you've been the past..what? Two months? I don't even know. Dx It feels like it's only been a few weeks. But you have been right there the entire time. And I appreciate that so much. You get my mind off of everything else, and you put a smile on my face. You really are an amazing friend. I also love how we can just relax together, or go out and have fun when we feel like it. I love how I can have the worst day ever, and then hang out with you and completely forget about it. I love how we never fight. That's a big one. It is so nice to not have to worry about risking anything because of stupid pointless fights. I love having you around. Let's not change that anytime soon. :)


"When I sit alone, come get a little known. I need more than myself this time."


:)