Everything.

Well, I haven't blogged in a whileeeee.
I doubt anyone reads these, but I don't mind because they help me let things out when I have issues that I don't care to talk about.
Sooo.. Life at the moment? Not so great. I've been working all the time. And it's causing me to fall behind in school. Not good! I'm pretty sure I've lost a friendship that I used to hold dearly. All because of stupid things, of course. I think I'm just lost. I don't expect to know exactly what I want right now. But I feel like I don't know anything anymore. Days pass by in a haze and it seems nothing but the negative matters to me. I hate being that way. I'm constantly thinking about just getting away with my family. My whole family. All FIVE of us. They are the only ones that are always there and that matter most to me. I miss my brother and sister so much. They both make me feel so much better in these kinds of situations. Dani and I would go shopping and buy cute clothes, and Andrew would say something that makes us laugh. He's always good at that.
My closest friends also have a huge impact on me. No matter what my mood, it never fails that they know how to cheer me up. And I love them for it. They've been with me through a lot. They've never left my side.
I've made some stupid decisions. Some, I regret. Some, I don't. I learned from them. I regret not taking action on joining the youth group, that was a stupid move. But, I still can. Happy news. :)I love being around those people. They truely make me happy. And getting closer to God obviously makes me a lot happier. It will just add to my crazy schedule, but it's definitely worth it.
My co-workers are also really good people. I've met some really awesome people working there. Some good role models, and some good friends. They're all great people, and I love them. The experiences that they've given me so far have been amazing, and although they may give a crazy amount of hours, I couldn't have asked for a better first job.

Well, that's about it for now.
Oh, P.S. Listen to your head, not your heart.