A Blog A Day.

I haven't blogged in forever. But I'm going to start again. It helps me let all of my feelings out. And later on, I can look back at them and realize how bipolar I was! So I think I'm going to do a blog a day, for as long as I feel like doing it, that is.

Soooooo.. What's new? Geeze, it's been so long! I'm finally done with high school! That's a big achievement. I'm so glad it's over! I'm glad it's summer, and that I don't have to go back to Windsor. That place is full of bad memories that I don't want to think of. (However! Speaking of memories... I just got done watching The Vow. Which, by the way, has THE WORST ending ever!! I was very disappointed. Anyway, if I ever forgot the time that I was in love, I would have no reason for living! I cant even imagine what I would be like today if I hadn't have fallen in love, or had no recollection of it. Or even if I had fallen in love with someone else. My life would be so much different right now. At some points I might think my life would be better right now, but I know that's not true. Being in love is definitely one of the best feelings anyone could feel. To have someone really care about you. And have someone that you care about. And literally think about non-stop. And until you truly experience it, you have no idea what it's like, and the effect it has on a person. Even if you just love someone, without being IN love with them, you don't know the feeling of being in love. And if you find that one (cliche as it is) special person, never let them go. No matter what it is, you can work it out. Don't make the mistake of going too far just to prove a point. You may not get that person back. And then you'll spend the rest of your life regretting that one decision. And no one wants that. Okay! That's my love rant for the day.) Hopefully this summer will treat me well. I desperately want a nice, un-stressful break from everything! It seems like after this summer, all of my friends will be separated. Which sucks. Because we all just became close again. I think I'll still be close with Tiffany. But Sarah and Jessie are leaving at the end of the summer, and it's going to be weird. I'm so used to having them around. I'm really going to miss them. I know I'll make new friends in college.

My best friend and my sister are both in love. And they are so happy. They are both with the first person that they fell for, and it just kind of makes my heart ache for Tyler right now, but I'm trying to ignore it right now and enjoy the summer! I'm going to graduate soon and then I'm going to Denver! I'm excited for that. I'm also going to some concerts this summer which I am SUPER excited for!! There's not a whole lot more on my mind right now.

Time to quoteeeee;

"So tomorrow I'm takin' me fishin', hang a sign on the door of my life. Tell the world that I've gone missin' and I won't be back for a while. I'm so tired of only wishin' I could leave my troubles behind. I wanna be front porch rockin' with a big sun droppin' in a blue sky, kick back and get high, on the livin' part of life."

"I've done some pretty stupid things, but hey, I'm a little bit harder and a whole lot smarter, that's how I got to be this way."

"I guess some things are just that way. Like a baby sleepin', a mama kneelin', a Key West sunset sky, the chills I get when you lay your lips on mine. That's beautiful. Beautiful every time."

"Hey! Hey! Things are lookin' better now! Hey Hey! Nothing lasts forever. If you open up your heart and let it in. You find the beat again!"

Peace ♥ & (: