Black&Yellow, Black&Yellow, Black&Yellow. :))

Well.well.well.well.well.well.
I've been thinking a lotttt latelyyy.

And I realized some thingsss.

1) Last night I was feeling pretty down for the way that I'd treated some people. But, I was different with you. I completely appreciated you. I never took you for granted. I guess it was because I knew you wouldn't always be there, as opposed to him, when I thought that he'd always be around. But, with you... I was happy the entire time. I didn't let the small things get to me. I appreciated the time that I got to spent with you. And, of course, like I've said about a BILLION times on here, I am SO thankful for you being there. It meant a hell of a lot to me. :)

2) Although I don't like missing you. I don't mind it sometimes. It's just another break from each other, like the times before. I don't change the way I act when I know you're around. I'm not angry when you're around. I don't get angry when people talk about you. I'm not angry when I talk about you. It's just not an angry situation at all, and I love that. :) I don't feel completely sick when I think of you having a girlfriend. I know it leaves me lonely for a while, but I don't mind the break. I'm kind of used to it. xD All in all, I just like that missing you isn't a painful thing. Or a terribly angry process. It makes my life easy. And less stressful. And it makes me appreciate you all the more. :)

3) The last thing that I realized... I was playing with play-doh in Psych today. I used the colors black and yellow. SHOCKER, they reminded me of you. :)


That is all. :)

Peace!