Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Screw you.

I'm done. I am done trying to be there. Trying to be someone you can talk to. Someone who you can tell anything to, when you can't tell anyone else. I'm done making you the person that I have to go to when I'm hurt. I'm done pretending that I'm not completely pissed off at you for everything you've done to me. I'm done acting like I'm perfectly okay with how you've treated me. I'm done being here for you WHENEVER you want me. Because that's all you give a fuck about. Is you. Whenever you want me around, I can be. But, when you're done with me for awhile, you don't give a shit. It's always been about you. Well, you've screwed up far too many times. You treated me too horrible. So, I'm gone. And I'm done. I'm not coming back. And I'm not worrying one bit about your conceited self. I was really upset today. I don't even know why. It just seemed like everything we talked about in that class reminded me of our memories together, and the difficult things we had to go through. And then you made it even worse by rattling your damn bag when you know how much that upsets me and scares me. And when I tried to do something about it, you don't care at all. You act like you're so much better than me, and like I have no right to speak to you. Because YOU didn't want to talk at the time. It's only okay for me to speak when YOU want me to. Well, I'm done playing your stupid games. I'm done wasting my tears on you. I don't need you. I don't need either of you.
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  1. Sarah_ElaineJanuary 5, 2011 at 7:02 PM

    Lauren, good.for.you.
    You are SO right. You do not need him. At all. After everything he's done to you, YOU shouldn't talk to him. You are such a great person, and it's so great that you care about him, after everything he's done to you. But don't. Sounds like that's what he wants. He does things that he knows will upset you, to make sure you still care, just so he can bring you down. Because he knows you'll come back and care again, no matter how he treats you. Prove him wrong. Stop letting him do this to you. You are WAY too good for someone who crawls down the hallway, yelling, "I USED TO BE A DRAGON IN MY PAST LIFE". Way too damn good. He treats you like shit, because he thinks you're always going to be there. But you prove him wrong, bby. You don't need him. You don't need any stupid boy. (:

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